I am currently drinking, I like to drink it makes me feel floaty and happy and, on occasion, invincible.
I have been kicked out of my apartment in Maryland and so am returning, in shame, to Palm Springs where I at least have friends that love me and a support system should things go awry for me again. Things tend to go awry for me at an alarming rate, I am just hoping I can sustain some semblance of acting like an adult long enough to procure myself a little studio apartment where I can have my cat. I miss my cat.
For the most part things are good here. I mean, aside from the whole getting kicked out fiasco. I have been walking every day and am steadily losing weight so I can be thankful for that. There are no bars in my immediate vicinity which has dangerously curbed my slow descent into passive alcoholism. It has also served to make me feel isolated and alone on occasion.
See, I am the kind of a person who needs to be around people, even if I don't particularly like them, I do crave the interaction. It is simply part of who I am. I need to interact with other human beings because... well I just do. There isn't anything else to it.
Palm Springs will be good for me I think. I have long time friends, new friends, and, as mentioned, a bangin' support system so I don't have to worry about falling down. I am already looking at jobs, I think a job doing housekeeping would be fun... mostly because of my OCD. Seriously... keeping things clean is almost the perfect job for me. I have been working on my writing and I am getting some fairly solid stuff down every couple of days so that is nice. If all goes well I can have an E-Book out at some time in the not so distant future! I have also been looking into making money blogging. I mean, that would definitely be my favorite thing to do as I love to write these silly little things. I have so many online diaries it's almost stupid, I should be making money off of them if at all possible.
So, lots of options for me, nothing that will make me instantly rich but at least things I enjoy could possibly become profitable for me.
Right now my lips are fairly numb, what this generally means is that I am drunk. To that end I am going to adjourn to the balcony and smoke a cigarette because we all know nothing goes with drinking quite like smoking a cigarette. =)
