So OD is down again, bug surprise there /rolls eyes. I am contemplating on what the hell to do with myself, I have been smoking like crazy and sucking on... wait for it... candy canes of course all you naughty folks out there ;). I had duck for dinner tonight, first time I have had duck, it was good, kind of like chicken and turkey had a baby. It's raining buckets which is, I suppose, preferable to snow... I still wish it was sunshine though.
My libido, overactive at the best of times, is going into over drive and there is no one to satisfy it. I am visiting the wrong place, all the gays in the US seem to live in Palm Springs lmao. I am contemplating trying to find a girl to chillax and do naughty things with but even they seem to be in short supply. Honestly I could just go for some old fashioned fun right now, NSA, FWB, whatever. It doesn't help that I was getting regular pleasure from an occasional lover (how I adore that phrase) in AK and now that is just gone, my body wants what it wants dammit.
Meh, I will live, I have before and, undoubtedly, will again. I think it's the fact that I am going stir crazy that makes it even harder. I can drive but I am terrified to do so here, I have no experience driving outside of AK which is so different from the way people drive here. Also, I get lost really easily, even in AK I would get lost on occasion and I was born and raised there. If I leave the house I might end up in tears trying to find my way back. >.>
I will have to suck it up, put on my big girl panties and get out of the house on my own eventually I suppose, walking could be an option just not a preferable one due to my arthritis (I know, at 26 no less). Right now I would settle for a book I hadn't read before. So, down the coffee, smoke a cigarette and write because there is nothing else to do right now.
Not in a bad mood, just in a bored one. I think I have written over 10,000 words today cumulatively, honestly if I could just be that prolific when I was trying to actually write a book I would be set to go lol. Ix mox nix I suppose, I will figure something out. For now I am glad I have been able to allay my boredom for the 5 minutes it took to write this. Sorry I don't have anything terribly wonderful and interesting to write about, you just get stories about my little life in a big world for now. =P
I hope this note decreases your boredom at least a little.
ReplyDelete(If it actually increases your boredom, please keep it to yourself! ;-) )
Your note about TZ and mating socks made me wonder if sock puppets are the result of sock matings gone wrong! :-)
ReplyDeleteWhatever the case may be, and wherever you may be right now, I hope you're healthy and happy as the holiday season reaches its peak.
ReplyDelete*Hugs*